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Boulevard of Broken Dreams...

2012-02-03T05:42:00.001-08:00

Here's a pic of Syasya to show what i meant the other day, about how her smile and dimples are connected.. it may not be that obvious here thou..

and here's the picture of Bill,(tokio hotel's frontman)that i drew. I think its a really cool picture :)

Für Immer Jetzt (translation)

2012-01-26T05:41:00.000-08:00

-Forever now-

I see you cry
And nobody wipes away your tears
I hear you scream
Because the silence is suffocating you
I feel your heart
It is as lonely as you are
Let yourself fall
Close your eyes

Hey
The world stops for you
Hey
Here in my arms
Forever now

When you search
And in process lose yourself (in it)
Then I find you
And take you back to me

We put our shards together
We are one like Yin and Yang
Do you feel me
When you breath
Do you feel me
When there's nobody

Do you feel me
When you breathe
Do you feel me
Here in my arms
For one day
For one night
For one moment
In which you laugh
We break through time
Against every law
Forever you and me
Forever now

Knowing That Faith Is All I Hold

2012-01-23T07:49:00.000-08:00

I am sure that I want to get another Bleach manga. I really want a Bleach Wii Game too. I really want to play something fresh and new on the Wii when I have free time.

So I have been watching Bleach and it's getting good. I am still trying to get the hang of everything but I still love it a lot. I was thinking about making a manga sketchbook so I can put all of the pictures I drew into one sketchbook so I wouldn't be leaving papers all around the house and make a mess. I hope I am not turning into hoarder.

Ashraf is really excited about The Dark Knight Rises and so am I.I'm pretty sure that I am living under the same roof as one of the best die-hard Batman fans ever known. I am turning into an anime fan as well, and currently watching Bleach.

Sometimes, I want to be someone like Rukia. Always serious, firm and mature in everything.So like I said, when I am in certain complicated situations, I think to myself, what would Rukia do if she was in the same situation as me right now..
But I never get the answer.

Oh yea, another movie alert, Christopher Nolan produced a Superman movie and it is coming out next year. I am just sad that the last Batman movie is this year. I am pretty sure it would be amazing.

On a daily basis, when I am doing something that's well, routine-like, or something I am used to, my mind will be somewhere else, I will think about something completely unrelated and I will daydream .. Sometimes I have songs that play in my head multiple times and it repeats over and over again when I want it to. I hope I am not crazy, though. It is kind of , therapeutic for me. The same thing applies when I am drawing. I am in my own world, my own bubble, and when I draw, I feel so much better and it is like all of my worries go away. I concentrate on making my drawings more detail. The more detail my drawings are, the deeper the thought of my mind is. Adding detail to a complete drawing is fun.

When I get the Bleach Wii game, I hope it is good. I have been playing Sailor Moon R and RPG and I think I want something else to add to my collection: Bleach.

I also realised that I make really really bad jokes multiple times and I feel quite embarrassed about it. And I think I have the most embarrassing moments in my family. I think I know why though. I have this urge to be someone really serious, so maybe that's why my jokes are so bad. It is very rare when I make good jokes. Maybe it is just luck, I don't know.

I think I should have a day-to-today resolution book or something. I have to achieve something everyday so I will continue to become someone better instead of complaining about how I am or why I am like this.It might not even happen, but I have to try.

A Quote:
Headstrong, to take on anyone.

All the Faith I Have Known..

2012-01-06T21:37:00.000-08:00

Ashraf bought Infamous 2 and as expected, it was absolutely amazing so far.

I finally bought my first Bleach manga and i am so excited. I have been reading it over and over again and drawing some of the characters in it as well. I keep admiring them and saying, how do they draw them so beautifully all the time ..
So last night, i made a short manga strip out of copying the pictures from the Bleach manga. Yea, how pathetic is that. I think it will take me years to finally start drawing manga or anime characters myself. I will just have to be patient.

I dreamt that i was clinging on to Tatsumi Oga while he went through a ghost house, he looked so bored while i was terrified. At least i got to dream about an anime character. maybe if I keep thinking of Ichigo , he will appear too, and i can suddenly draw him better after i wake up.
When i went to AGC - Asian Games Channel with Ashraf at the Curve that day and I saw that there was a Bleach game for the Wii.. I wanted to grab it and see what it was about , but I didnt get to.

So a few days ago, i was going through anime or Bleach Amv 's and i discovered 2 songs that I really really like.
1. Shadows - Red
2. Headstrong - Trapt

Those 2 are literally always on my mind right now.
It should be Ichigo and Cole's theme song or something.
I will keep on drawing and hopefully make a better manga strip one day..

Shadows song quote :

I am holding On to you, i will never let go...

Is the proof of time killing

2011-12-28T06:51:00.000-08:00

I realised that i can be really selfish. I think about how we have houses and some people don't have any. I think about how we always celebrate our new years eve by going to fancy restaurants or having parties and barbeques while others have to take care of their family members who are deeply ill in the hospital and spend as much time with them while they still can. Azreen said that and he really made my wake up call. Thank you , Azreen.

I also realised something else recently. I have been listening to radios and watching tv all my life and sometimes i will be like, what was that song called , the one i heard on the radio the other day , or , what opening was that , the one i saw on tv, which anime did that opening belong to..and stuff like that. I am finding all of that lost openings and songa that i was trying to find in my head and i am so so glad. The opening , was from Bleach , it is opening 4 . There was this song i heard in subang parade a few months ago and i wish i could hum the tune here. I actually remembered the tune for once and i recorded it in my phone. I never forgot it since. I asked everyone about it but they didn't know. In the end, after , about 2 months, Azreen found out which song that particular tune belonged to. He was on his laptop and he played the song and i was so thankful to him after that. In the end, that particular song was, Me and My Jealousy by LeeDewyze.

I also have this obsession, whereby i always watch something i love, more than once until i am satisfied. Whether it is a movie, a game, an episode of a show, or a video clip of an anime. It is really satisfying and a lot of people are not like that. I get obsessed with things very easily , yes, but i don't forget about my obsession of an old thing after i find a new one, no, i am not like that. I am that kind of person who is like, ok, i am obsessed with this now, i will add that to my list. I will never throw my old obsession away , otherwise, that would defeat the purpose for me.
Why was i obsessed with it in the first place, and stuff like that.

I am not a fan of social networks because when i am, i get carried away in it, and then will be like, oh my goodness, a few minutes ago. Was just watching youtube videos about Bleach and now i am looki at a strangers profile and his or her pictures ... I have to get out of here. That happened to me countless times before. I am not like that for Youtube videos because everything is suppose to be out in the open not like someones profile on a social network. Yea sure, they set their privacy to friends or friends of friends , but they really dont know what they are facing. So , i do not want to be like that. I had a terrible hunger for attention when i was younger because i was using msn and those are one of my many regrets.

I really do hope they will finally show a new season of Bleach on tv. All the characters are so nicely drawn . Gin , Ichigo , Renji and Uryu are really amazing. But so is Byakuya and the others.

They look stunning all the time. I might actually have a collection of Bleach guy pictures.

-Bleach Opening Quote
Almost Another Day..

And This Day's Ending

2011-12-24T07:54:00.000-08:00

Ashraf finished Uncharted 3 : Drake's Deception. It was amazing . But , so many questions were left unanswered.
Uncharted 4 maybe.

I realized that sometimes, no matter what happens , you just have to trust your gut and go for it , because there were several occasions whereby I regret doing what I wanted to do seconds before. It got kind of annoying at one point. But then, I have to risk as well because , of course, I may not necessarily be right.

Making a collage for Bleach characters looked like a plan to me, but of course, I am never gonna do it, as usual.

I really love asking about people's opinions on a lot of things I admire for example, anime. I think it is in my blood, my family is kind of like that. I would be so obsessive and ask people what they think about a certain character from Bleach and i think it might be annoying to them.
Sometimes I would want to become that certain character and when I am in a particular situation, I would think, what would this character do if I were her or him. It is fun to think that way actually.

There was once where I actually searched about infamous and there was this site about comparing whether the games, Prototype, or Infamous is better. They discussed about both the games and at the bottom of the site was the winner, and that game was, Infamous. I was glad. I never played Prototype but I saw a bit of the starting of the game and read about the whole plot. To me, of course, it was very complicated. I could not understand.

After watching Ashraf play Uncharted 3 , I realized lots of things about Nate's character and as you know, there are some big questions about him so he is a little mysterious. I now have a scoop of Nate's personality . I never watched Uncharted 1 or 2 so there are some stuff I don't know about Nate. I don't think I will ever forget Cole though, he is still amazing.

Cole and Nate are two different characters with totally different personalities , they are like two opposite ends of a spectrum .

I realize that sometimes I don't know how to handle situations and I get really embarrassed when other people handle it like it is nothing.
Ichigo is like that sometimes too but he is very mature for his age.

For So Long

2011-12-21T23:30:00.000-08:00

There are actually a lot of songs in my list but then these are my top priorities . I listen to these at night so I can fall asleep or night dream for a while. These songs are amazing and I want to make some kind of amv or cover with some of them.

1. Pieces - Ron - Solty Rei
2. What's left of me- Nick Lachey
3. I Still - Backstreet Boys
4. Gomenasai - Tatu
5. Alone Again - Yuna Ito
6. Nothing - The Script
7. Me and My Jealousy - Lee DeWyze
8. So Far Away - Crossfade
9. Time Of Dying - Three Days Grace
10. Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
11.Happily Ever After - He Is We
12. Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson
13.Love Song Requiem - Trading Yesterday
14. Shattered - Trading Yesterday
15. Walk You Home - Karmina
16.If Only - Grey DeLisle & James Arnold Taylor

As you can see, new songs are added to the list. These songs are not arranged in any priority. So, I am using Shattered as the song in this blog. I actually wanted it to just be a bar and let it play automatically whenever anyone visits a blog, but I don't know how to do that.
I really love Shattered, and Walk You Home. I think I will do a piano cover of If Only. Time Of Dying and Crossfade fits Cole's life.

Oh yea, the girl's name for Cole, is Colette. I think.

I can't get enough of Gin. He is amazing. He should pose more. I have seen how Nathan acts in Uncharted, and he is like, totally the opposite of Cole. Cole is so much more serious than him.

The first opening of Bleach brings me way back. It is alright , though .

With Love Gone

2011-12-21T05:53:00.000-08:00

I love Gin Ichimaru's eye colour, they are so beautiful. Gin is so sophisticated and amazing.
He is such an amazing character. I don't think i have ever met anyone like Gin.

Like i said,the character designs are so much different than before and it looks great. The characters look so mature and so beautiful.
The opening and endings of Bleach really emphasizes on how the story of Bleach or the plot thickens and how the characters feel.

When i lie down on my bed at night, i sometimes think about Bleach and how i would feel if i was a certain character, so i would night dream, and then when i sleep, i have dreams. Night dream , meaning like daydreaming, but at night.

I would always fall asleep , either because i am tired, i fall asleep thinking about something in my life, fall asleep because of nightdreaming, or listening to a song i like.

I love playing songs i like because when i do, i get to think and feel how the artist presents the message in that song.

I don't think i will ever get tired of looking or staring at the characters of Bleach, they are drawn so , nicely. I can't wait to buy my first manga.
Oh yea, the other sickness that is major in my life right now, is anaemia. I am in denial about it. But it is true.

Not only do i love watcing Bleach clips online, i also love watching the beautiful amvs people put together and they choose such amazing songs.
Actually that is how i discover beautiful songs and add them to my favourite songs list . I keep watching amvs . It is so much fun.
I also can't wait to start drawing intensively again. When i draw, i just feel like, nothing else is happening, and i have time to think for myself. When i draw, my mind is like , having this moment where, i concentrate on my drawing , but at the same time, i am just daydreaming or nightdreaming,

I am not that type of person who comments on every single thing and says stuff that are potentially mean to people. Yea, i did say this last time : i really want to control myself when i am talking and i really want to think more before i speak instead of blurting it out.
But i do not think i blurt out too much, i think. I am not that type of person who would say something about someone which is for example silly, and then laugh about it. Actually, i do not like people who are like that.

I think a serious person is mostly quiet . I might be wrong but it is hard for a person to be chatty and easy to talk to . A serious person would also be mature enough to know what is important and what is not.
I also realised something. I am really bad at making jokes. I think all of this desire to become someone who is serious all the time affects that about me , like, that is why i can't tell good jokes. I am also so absorbed into the gaming and anime manga world that i do not know a lot of stuff about real life. I think that is why Ashraf says i am so not smart when it comes to real life situations.

There is this really funny scene where Ichigo wakes up screaming because that guy who works for Urahara was on top of him in bed .
I think i need to start talking and communicating in japanese more so i can practise. And i wont need to turn on subtitles when i watch an anime.

Reading japanese is hard. But i will work more on it. If i will ever do it.

Bleach Ending Quote :
Instead of going back to my childhood, I'd rather try living well here and now.

Keep Me Waiting..

2011-12-20T06:44:00.000-08:00

I asked for Aniza's help to put a song at the side of this blog and I wanted it to play automatically whenever anyone visits this blog. But, it turned out to be a video and to play it, you just have to click the play button.

I realized that Gin Ichimaru's eyes change colour from time to time. At one moment, it is red, then turquoise, then blue ... It really amazes me actually.

I feel so horrible. My asthma just acts up all of a sudden and I am taking my inhaler, more than once. It is annoying. I think I am only serious or more quiet or less noisy and annoying when I am under the weather.

I am so interested in Gin. His encounter with Rangiku is nice to see . There was this scene I saw of him leaving:

(Gin walks away leaving, while Rangiku runs after him )

Rangiku: Gin! Where are you going? Why are you wearing a Shinigami uniform?

Gin: I am leaving because I am going to be a Shinigami.

Rangiku: ( freezes)

Gin: I want to be a Shinigami , so that, you don't have to cry anymore, Rangiku.

That settles it. Bleach is amazing. All of this reminiscing of encounters of characters really makes me want to cry. It is so sad.

In my life, I have encountered and experienced wonderful things and I am really grateful for that. But, I have to say this honestly, I do have regrets, but I don't want to think about all the mistakes I have done so badly because I hate it.

I am a very vulnerable and naive person most of the time and it is really obvious that, I sometimes need to get a grip of myself because I tend to lose control and become insecure.

Furuichi is Tatsumi's closest friend and despite being a little weird and always wanting attention from girls he was always there for Tatsumi and it makes me really happy to see them , have each other all the time.

I remember a scene from Nodame Cantabile Paris Season , when Kuroki offered Tania a place to stay which is at his apartment when Tania was having difficulty trying to support herself financially after graduating from music school, (i think)..
Tania declined it and she didn't take it very well, she was so mad.
I really wanted them to fall in love , I still remember, and they always fight a lot.
Slowly, Tania and Kuroki started to care for each other deeply but secretly and it was really sweet.

The latest episode of Bleach was exciting. While Uryu is not fully recovered, they encounter these Bounts who use the element of water as their weapon to drown each and every one of Uryu and his friends and I can't wait to see the next episode.

Bleach Opening Song Lyric/ Quote:

You are unique..

A Reflection Of A Lie

2011-12-18T23:49:00.000-08:00

So the piano cover was a success and i will try to put the YouTube link here so it can also be on this blog. I don't know whether it will work though.

I think I read somewhere that Ichigo's relationship with Rukia is not romantic, according to Tite Kubo. Ichigo has been with Rukia for a very long time and they know each other really well because of that. Rukia is supposedly 1000 years old, I think. She belonged in the Spirit World.

Oh yea, when Tatsumi picked up Baby Beel , he was actually sincerely trying to cheer him up by making faces and it shows he has a soft side. It is nice to see that in characters that I admire. I am expecting to see Captain Aizen and Gin Ichimaru soon.

I feel so happy when I watch Bleach openings and endings. It is nice.

I just realized something a few weeks ago. Before I was into Bleach, I used to watch a bit of it back then, and now that I am into it, I realized that , all those times when I watched it , all of those episodes I watched we're really important and valuable.

There was once when my family and I went to Kuantan and I was alone in the hotel room while everyone else was out swimming, well, almost everyone. And I was flipping the channels on tv and I came across tv 3 I think. Bleach was on . I watched a really significant episode . While I was watching , Azreen came in and watched with me.

So it was the one where Captain Aizen wanted that ,soul stone from inside Rukia. Gin was about to kill her and right at that moment, Azreen said, " hey , isnt she an important character ?" and he was right. And of course, Rukia was saved , by her brother-in-law , Byakuya.

Oh yea, the story about Byakuya and his wife, Rukia's sister, Hisana, is really sad. Rukia really resembles Hisana a lot.

So, I might do another piano cover .I actually really want to control my dreams. But I think that is not really possible. I can only daydream, or night dream.

With Splendor Fading

2011-12-18T03:38:00.000-08:00

So Ashraf bought Uncharted 3: Drake's Deception and it is really nice, so far.

You know there are those moments in those shows , any of them, when there is a really really sad moment and that particular character can't take the situation. For some reason, I can't stand looking at that situation because it seems too sad. I literally close my eyes with my hands and just peek through my fingers .

Well, I also did that when I watched the Dark Knight in the cinema . Whenever the Joker was in the scene, I was too scared to find out what was gonna happen next .

So in Bleach, there are those times where Rukia draws all of these pictures in her very own sketchbook to demonstrate , teach or present something to Ichigo. Ichigo says that her drawings are really bad, but to me, they are alright. It is just that she uses figures of bunnies that's all.

So, I finished recording the piano cover. Now, I just need to upload it. I will try to upload it here , not just in YouTube.

There is this funny scene from Nodame Cantabile where Mine was saying goodbye to the place where the festival was held, Nagano and while he was having his moment, Masumi said, "hurry up, unlock the car, we haven't got all day .." ,,,

Nodame Cantabile can really represent the lives of actual musicians or people who want to devote their future in music.

Spiderman was on . Oh yeah, There were suppose to be 7 spider-man movies but it was canceled..

Anyway, I have 3 main sicknesses in my life right now,

One is asthma ,the other, eczema, and the third, bad sinuses .

But, I am grateful they are quite minor but I need to do my best to keep fit, though. I do not want to regret it later.

Gin Ichimaru , from Bleach can be creepy, but I do not mind watching him. Wait, that means I , am , creepy. Oh well.

I don't know, behind all of that, the creepy smile, the slits as his eyes, and his always kind of sarcastic-optimistic -cynical personality, he has a good heart and the pain he suffers can leave deep scars in him and it is quite sad.

He met Rangiku when he was young. Rangiku was about to die out of starvation and he gave her some food.

She says,

" That attitude of yours, always going somewhere without telling me , is what I ,., hated about you."

When Rangiku reminisces about her childhood with Gin, I am always so touched.

As you can see, I jump from one topic to another very frequently and I am quite random whenever I make a blog post. I can be like that in real life , but it is not as bad as in these blog posts.

Oh yea, I am glad it is easy for me to sleep at night. But, that doesn't mean I can sleep really late.

I don't think I am hiding my deep self by being happy, maybe that is just who I am . I mean, I am not someone who hides myself from my seriousness or something, I am just sometimes happy and sometimes, serious , like if that does make any sense.

As Reason Clouds My Eyes

2011-12-17T07:19:00.000-08:00

I think I should pinch my palm or something whenever I feel like I am crossing the line.

This is seriously getting out of hand, and I want to make it stop.

So I want to make a piano cover, finish my stories, and do a manga strip.

I ask myself whether I will be able to do all three without slacking off. I keep telling myself to focus and do it at the right time.

I just love watching funny Bleach clips online. I know, I know, I am being hypocritical, about me wanting to be serious , but I think I am only able to entertain myself by laughing from these funny anime clips . In real life, yeah, maybe once in a while , but not all the time.

I think watching funny anime clips is my soft 'funny' spot or something. That sounds really horrible.

There was this really funny part where Uryu had a butterfly moment, it was priceless.

Speaking of Uryu , in the latest episode, he did not have his powers, he was so vulnerable, but he looks amazing even when wearing his school uniform.

I cannot wait for the next episode. Bleach is amazing. I said that for the billionth time.

I was thinking about watching Solty Rei all over again, but I do not know, I think I am gonna be too obsessed with it and pay less attention to real life , for once.

I just say to myself , like when I have those horrible and humiliating moments, I need to just calm myself down, put up with it, and get used to it because it is just gonna keep happening to me once in a while for the rest of my life.

Sometimes I feel like I have those purple marks below my eyes because I do not have enough sleep just like in the latest episode of Beelzebub.

But not all the time thank goodness. It is the holidays and I sleep sufficiently, I think.

Renji has such a mysterious eye-contact look. His eyes are so much different than the others and his iris is red in color just like his hair.

Bleach quote :

"Has your dream come true yet ?" I am still struggling.

Passing the graves of the unknown..

2011-12-16T03:14:00.000-08:00

I have those dreams whereby , well , for example , I am gonna fall off a cliff or something like that and then I jerk really hard , and wake up. It really annoys me.

Actually, I didn't have those kind of dreams for a while now, but there was a time around, a few weeks ago when it did keep happening to me .

I also have really bad runny nose. In the morning, I wake up and start pulling tissue paper after tissue paper from the side of my bed.

I just realized that when I see Uryu on Bleach, I feel like, one minute he is a skinny and pale 15 year old who likes to sew and is quite normal, but in the next, he is this buff and muscular guy who is powerful but at the same time, smart.

I really like Uryu , he is a bit different from Ichigo, but I admire both of them just as much.

I guess it is frustrating to the fans because in almost every episode, the characters really show that they care about another certain character . It just adds fuel to this kind of fire, whereby fans can't help but say , oh my goodness, he likes her or she likes him. They very frequently show these little hints of romance everytime, and I can't help but agree that they do have feelings for each other in a way.

So when I saw all of the Bleach volumes in Borders, each volume has a different character on the front cover. One volume is one cm thick but it costs RM27.90 . I am not sure whether if that is expensive, reasonable or cheap.

I wonder , what if one day I have electric powers, but I am like 17, should I use them to save the world or just continue my life normally .

" Deal's off , Moya . Find another lapdog."

- Cole MacGrath.

Is forgetting all of the questions we called home....

2011-12-14T22:22:00.000-08:00

I really think that the Batman : Arkham City | Riddler Trailer really stood out.

"Explore , Find my challenges . And when you fail and lie blubbering like an ignorant child on the floor, you will know, .. That the Riddler , is better than you ."

- Riddler

He really knows his stuff. I was thinking about making a collage of all the non-existent characters I admire. They just have to be so amazing. There is just something about them. Well, it is almost everything about them. Almost. But it's alright.

So many humiliating and embarrassing things happened in my past and I can't help but feel like I wish it didn't happen. But like the last Bleach ending quote :

Because of all that has happened, I am who I am now.

I am not gonna let it happen and let all those moments haunt me later. Yea, embarrassing moments happen once in a while and it is inevitable but, people used to use it against me and stomp all over me with it. I am just gonna move on and look ahead.

I just realized that the 5th Bleach ending really resembles how I feel about myself. It just took all of the words right out of my mouth.

So Ichigo can be really feisty and kind of competitive, but he is always sure of himself, and he is mature, for his age.

Actually Gin is not actually evil. The reason he did what he did is because of Rangiku . Bleach can get really sad and sometimes I feel crying.

I can't wait to buy my first manga, I really want to .

It is no wonder that Bleach is so successful. It has everything .

Oh yea, I was thinking about making an Infamous GMV or AMV but I need to play the game and record it somehow. And, I have to put it together and it takes a lot of work. I discovered the song, Time of Dying by Crossfade really fits Cole's life. And maybe So Far Away.

Oh yea, another song that I might make a cover of,

Walk You Home by Karmina.

Bleach ending song quote :

I can change my life..

And Finding Answers

2011-12-14T06:24:00.000-08:00

So there is gonna be a new Batman series in 2013 called Beware the Batman.

Ashraf will be 15 by then. I can't. Believe there are no batman series showing right now. It feels so, not right.

Anyway, i would rather buy manga then read them online because i get to feel and observe how they are drawn properly and copy it. Plus, i had never bought a manga before.

In my opinion, socializing is ok because you get to keep in touch with your family and friends and stuff like that. But, i would rather blog. By blogging, i can fully express myself and by commenting , we can share and exchange opinions and still keep in touch. Social networks like Facebook allows you to socialize and post pictures and share your experiences and stuff, yeah. But i just love blogging, it is nice.

I feel like i want to indulge into the story of Infamous all over again.Cole is amazing.

A few months ago, i discovered that Ichigo is born on July 15th. I was happy we had something in common. Sometimes i imagine myself to be like him. Being serious about protecting the ones he cares about from danger.

Uryu is ok . He is also bery devoted to his profession as a Quincy. He is in love with sewing and it can be overwhelming to the rest. But, he is very unique.

Ichigo's name can be 3 things :

Strawberry

The one who protects

Ii - meaning 1 | and chigo meaning - 5.

It is so amazing. Bleach got its name because , well, the main character, Ichigo, obviously has orange hair.

But the real reason is because, well at first, they wanted to name it something like Black, because as a Shinigami, Ichigo had to wear a black sort of kimono. But then they said that that name was too generic. Then , they thought of the colour , white, because it symbolizes purity, as that what the Shinigami are. Then, they thought of Bleach which creates a whiter colour, and i guess it also sounds cool so they chose that name. And anyway, there is an anime called Darker Than Black , so, it would be a little strange.

Bleach ending quote :

Because of all the days that have passed, I am who I am now.

Tokio Hotel meets Anime

2011-12-14T02:01:00.000-08:00

Yay. our interests collide!! Aw, they're so cute!! (First two pictures above: credits to http://fantokiohotelanime.blogspot.com/)

Fall into your sunlight

2011-12-13T09:02:00.000-08:00

I notice that the characters in bleach have this shady kind of relationship with each other and with the anime having a lot of success, they interviewed the creator, Tite Kubo about whether the characters will ever involve themselves in a romantic relationship. But, Tite Kubo said that he does not want to concentrate on romance because he does not want to turn it into a love story. He keeps it how it is, by concentrating the story onto the main base, keeping the Soul Society and the Real World safe.

I noticed that the characters think of each other in a way that makes us think that they have feelings for each other, which some of them do, i think, but of course, no confessions or direct evidence. I like how they do that though, because they deliver the message in such a secretive and precious way , that touches the fans' hearts. Like what i mentioned earlier, this anime is successful and it is on-going with 343 episodes aired in japan already. So, the characters interact with everything and everyone for such a long time that what they feel about each other is very precious. Well, i take back what i said up there. There are confessions and real evidence,but of course, it is very very rare. It is just that they do not concentrate on their romantic relationship. But , they do, very frequently show how much the characters care for one another, and that is why we cannot help thinking that they have feelings for each other. Some of them at least.

Like when Ichigo says he swore to his soul that he will protect Senna, and how Senna says that she does not want Ichigo to disappear , and when Ichigo carried her on his back. These examples i mentioned was from the 1st Bleach movie : Memories of Nobody. It showed on tv and even though i did not understand so much of Bleach that time, the movie really did, touch me and it was really sweet.

Anyway, I am reading more and more about Bleach and i am also interested in this character , Ichimaru Gin. He is evil. He worked with Captain Aizen who was also evil. He has pale skin, and his eyes are never open and often shown as small as slits below his eyebrows. He has white hair, and one thing about him is that he is always wearing a wide, creepy smile, in any situation. Whether he is sad, happy, shocked, or angry. Even though he has all of those features and has an evil personality, his relationship with Rangiku Matsumoto is very touching and he is very sophisticated. The real him cannot really be recognized as he is mainly cynical and sarcastic. But in the omakes, he can be hilarious.

So i have narrowed down my list of songs to play for a piano cover to upload , down to 2.

If i can, i will upload it here.

Why am i always so sensitive ? This is getting annoying.

Anyway, i just wanted to get this off my mind, i am actually a serious person. Yes, i mentioned this billions of times, but i wanted to say this because, a lot of people see me and interact with me and i am certain they realise that i have a tendency to joke around, be chatty and loud and noisy, and smile excessively for no apparent reason. But actually, that is not who i am. I am actually not a social butterfly, or someone who is easy to talk to, or a bubbly and funny person . I am serious about things and i think some of my siblings realise that sometimes, when they joke around , all of them laugh , except me. I will just keep a straight face and not laugh at all. That is because i am in my serious mood and in my mind, i am saying, you know what, in my opinion , i do not think this is the time to laugh, or i do not think we should laugh about something like this. Like i said, i am serious about my life and what i do, and the world and my faith. If anyone jokes around excessively about it, i will not laugh with them. Being serious can also be about making mature decisions and i am working on it.

"Losing what was found, a world so hollow"

- Trading Yesterday's Shattering

And I've Lost Who I Am

2011-12-11T09:34:00.000-08:00

I don't know what's wrong with me sometimes. I was so chatty and loud and noisy and then the next day i feel so exhausted because of that. It is so frustrating. It is like i cannot control myself or something. It is definitely time to call for desperate measures. I am really disappointed when this happens.

So, i decided not to buy the bleach manga even though i had the chance to. I wanted to buy the first volume , but it was not there. It was volume 3 - 27 , i think. Well, i thought to myself, obviously they would not have volume 1 . Everyone bought that already and started reading. I wanted to look for Slam Dunk but we had to leave so i never got the chance. I hope i get the chance to go to the bookstore again soon.

So, today is suppose to be the VGA 's . I wonder, what game got game of the year ? Well, ashraf and i are gonna wait until it comes out on tv in malaysia. I really do not want to spoil myself. Apparently, Skyrim had a lot of glitches. Ashraf was starting to get bored playing it. AC : Revelations is still great so far. It was amazing , the fact that Ashraf got the Desmond suit for Ezio.

I can really be an adventurous person but i can also be a couch potato and play games all day, or read manga. Getting on a plane will make me sick, though, don't know why.

- " You are Ezio Auditore Da la , la , la ".

Quote from Assassins Creed : Revelations.

All becoming clearer

2011-12-09T07:58:00.000-08:00

To be honest, i hated my childhood. Most of it consists of embarrassment and humiliation, and regrets. I mean , i loved my family, i still do. But, i did not like how i was during my childhood. It was horrible. Now, i feel like, i am in control, i can try my best avoiding all of this humiliation and, make mature decisions. I am not that humiliating embarrassment to the family , or that loud and noisy girl not knowing what she is doing or what is in store for her. I look ahead a lot, but i have to face the fact that i was someone , back then and people still remember me that way. I dont want to be like that anymore. That person in my long-gone childhood. It is just that , when i look at my home videos i cringe so much that i feel like going back in time and starting all over again. But i cant. So, i am just gonna have to move on , being a better person than before. But of course, i must be grateful. There are , times when i was actually happy . Sometimes, back then. I had nice moments with my family and we did a lot of fun things together , and nothing was that complicated back then. But it is all different now. But i had so little of those moments, i guess. I sound really selfish when saying this. I dont know, maybe the truth is , the opposite, i just , feel that way, that my childhood was a let down for me and whenever i think about it, i bite my lip.I am so glad and grateful to be here now , and i am quite happy , but i have got to admit that there are some complications, but i am still alright. I am glad i discovered anime and all the things i admire. It makes me happy.

Cole's quote :

"Yeah , this is the finish line. Just wish I wasn't crossing it alone. "

ANIMAX ..and long-windedness

2011-12-09T02:21:00.001-08:00

Hey, it's Farah here. I wanna write down a list of the shows that i've been watching on Animax recently. I'm now an anime fan thanks to my brother Faiz and my best friend Adila! :D

anyway, back to the point, my shows list:

1. Beelzebub - i love seeing a guy with a baby or a child. its too much for me to handle! i can't help it. He's quite mean though, but still. I love babies :) And its really funny too, i've just started watching this show, so maybe i'll elaborate more later when i can. oh, btw, my baby brother Hariz loves it too. He keeps saying 'Baby!' when the green-haired baby comes out. :3

2. Nodame Cantabile - I think Nodame Cantabile is a great show, i love how persistent Nodame is in getting Chiaki and also how Chiaki hides his feelings towards Nodame by acting mean and tough towards her. Overall, its a nice romantic comedy show :)

3. Bleach - I just started watching, so can't elaborate much on this. Its a really interesting show :)

4. Doraemon - the classic favourite. its not on Animax but still.. i still watch it on NTV7 on Saturday nights! it brings back so much memories, i have a whole load of Doraemon comics that i used to share with Faiz during our sweet, little innocent childhood days :') not that we're guilty now, but u know what i mean. gosh, i miss those days.

5. Pokemon - another classic favorite. i still have the little pokemon figures that me and Faiz used to buy. This reminds me of how tomboy-ish i was. Memories, memories, i'd better stop before i start flooding my room.

Hmm.. i watched a few other shows, but i forgot the title, so i'll get back to u later on that.

Can't believe how fast time flies. Faiz is gonna drive and go to college, Syasya is actually sitting for UPSR and almost as 'tall' as i am now. And Hariz, well, he's getting more cheekier and he talks a whole lot now. Me? I'm gonna be 16 next year, 16! woa, i can't believe how everyone's growing up.

i'd like to dedicate the song 'Never Grow Up' by Taylor Swift to all of us, especially Hariz. I wish he could stay that little and innocent, never having to go through everything i went through :') i wish i could be with him in every step of his life, so far, i am. but i knw that sooner or later, he'll have to walk through this path called life alone. Now, that's a thought i can't bear to even think about.

its sad how eager Hariz is to grow up. Seriously, whenever i call him 'Small Baby' And make 'cute sounds', he'll be like 'Baby BIG!' He calls himself 'Baby' and says that he's big. The irony. Hariz, don't grow up too fast, okay?

at times i wish i could be little again, when i was so carefree and all i knew was fun and games, no responsibilities, no exams, no school, no exam results, no exams and all that. If only time machines exist!! Oh, wait, it's bad to say 'if only'. my bad, i take it back.

Just look at him, aww... his red face :3

Sigh, he's growing up..

oh, well, he'll always be my little baby Hariz no matter what. :')

Woa, this post was supposed to be about anime shows, and now its long-winded. Great. Well, not like i blog much, hope u don't mind, Adila! :P gtg for cream puffs and dinner~ toodles!!

p.s: What does 'p.s' mean, do u know what it means, Adila? anyway, the point. The Lion King will be premiering on Disney!!!

P.P.s. Never say 'hello' first on the phone. Let the other person say smtg first, that's a lesson i had to learn in a humiliating way just now. okay, i'm done. BYE~~

Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes..

2011-12-08T05:45:00.000-08:00

I just hope I will manage to do everything I can and want and spend and fully enjoy these holidays. Next year will be a hectic year , for sure.

I can be very dramatic sometimes, I don't know why. I don't have a sense of humor. My jokes are very horrible. Still trying my best to improve myself during the holidays. I am not rough all the time because I am mad. I am just rough. I feel so normal, when I am rough, I don't know why.

So, Captain Aizen changed his look after everyone found out that he was evil. He looks so different now. Despite being evil, he is very good-looking. He was very sweet before.

Chiaki is quite uptight. But very nice. He is very determined and dominant.

Bleach ending song quote :

This feeling is weird, I cannot express these feelings in my heart.

I don't want to waste another day..

2011-12-07T07:39:00.000-08:00

As you may know, i realised that i beat around the bush very frequently . It annoys a lot of people, so being firm and concise involves, not beating around the bush. That is for certain. I realised something else a few months ago. Whenever i am with someone, or a lot of people, for instance, my best friend, my friends, or my siblings,i will usually talk, a lot. It seems that everyone i am with , is very cheerful and fun to talk to. So, when we make jokes, i laugh, and do the same , or i talk a lot about , well, something funny for instance, some time later, something incredibly embarrassing happens to me. This happened many times, so i thought to myself that maybe, maybe i don't deserve to or can't be happy and cheerful or funny or chatty all the time. I thought to myself again, maybe it's because i am careless. Or not cautious about what i am doing or about the things happening around me. But, not always. Sometimes, bad things or embarrassing things happen , that are out of my control. So, i thought for the third time, maybe i can't be happy or all that , at all. I keep telling this to myself, but it is not working. I guess i can't help but join the conversation or the happy aura surrounding it. My siblings are great and you can never restrain yourself from laughing, better yet smiling when you are with them . I am grateful to have them and i hope to improve myself , so i will not upset or disappoint them.

Since a few weeks ago, i have been really interested in learning Japanese. I really want to learn how to speak it properly and read it. I have been practising how to write it during the holidays.

"You know , I really wished this had never happened to me , Zeke. I am nothing but an errand boy, same as before. Going where people tell me, when they tell me. And I am starting to think that's never going to change."

- Cole MacGrath

Pictures frozen in time..

2011-12-06T09:03:00.000-08:00

I definitely need to be more firm and concise. Not vague or immature. In making decisions, or saying my opinion.

Hanamichi didnt accept the bribe because he knew he was gonna be a basketball player.

He was so sure of his decision. He didnt need anyone else to decide for him, at all.

Cole accepted the deal and did everything he can to make things right again.

Ichigo swore to his own soul that he would protect whoever he needed to.

Altair and Ezio were willing to kill in the name of destiny and justice and never once did they violate the creed.The same goes for Bruce as Batman, except that he never once killed and he became Gotham's dark knight.

Desmond was lost at first , he was living a normal life then suddenly it all turned around. He immediately made his decision to help the assassins despite knowing what he had to go through.

These non- existent men really taught me a lot. I hope to improve myself everyday .

Maybe if something happens to me, or someone betrays me, i should not waste my breath scolding or getting angry at them, i should just say, i've got nothing to say to you.

When You 're Beside Me

2011-12-05T05:42:00.000-08:00

There are many occasions in which I help people and then right after that I do something and they scold me for it. I am trying my best to stay strong and not let anything get me down. I will be more careful

I am capable of my own self now. I realize when I am being taken advantage of . I don't need anyone to tell me or judge me for what I do.

I keep telling myself that I want to be serious . But most of the time I am not. I was thinking that maybe if I keep reminding myself about something, I will restrain myself and start being more serious.

This is our creed

2011-12-05T01:17:00.000-08:00

I couldn't believe it. Assassins Creed : Revelations was unbelievably amazing . Ashraf finished the game. It was the best ever. Hanks to ashraf, i have learned many things from this game.

Ezio and Altair are two different people with different personalities , but are similar in various ways.
So, i have realised that lately, i always involve myself in certain things and i handle it like that particular situation is happening to me. I guess i feel like, if i want something to be solved, i should just put that matter into my own hands and deal with it, myself. If i want something to be done, i should just do it myself. When i was growing up, of course, i depend on people a lot. But now, i am learning that, i am on my own and i should learn how to stand on my own two feet.

I am also trying my best to think twice before i speak or do something and be more serious about things. Instead of being taken care of all the time, i wonder what it is like to breakaway.

I Feel Alive

2011-12-01T09:16:00.000-08:00

I wanted to see what was on animax and Samurai Champloo caught my eye.

It looked pretty intense and interesting. I looked it up and i read what the story was mainly about. It was definitely at the climax. Then today, i watched it and it was the last episode.

Apparently. It was amazing. They drew and made every moment so amazingly intense. They draw the characters so beautifully as well . I wanted to watch Bleach but i totally forgot about it because my mum was watching Medium and i wanted to know more about it.

Oh yea, i am also trying my hardest to practise my piano cover of a particular song.

Ashraf bought Assassins Creed : Revelations and it is amazing so far.

So anyway, i am trying my best not to believe in horoscopes. I think that everyone is the same because we are different. We all are different in our own ways as we all have different types of personalities, in my opinion. But then , i run into these strange coincidences . I keep telling myself that it is a test. So, i hold on to that.

I really want to live my life by being my own person , with no one standing in my way or controlling me. I am serious about my myself and about my life. I take things very seriously. I keep mentioning this because i want to remind myself about what i might face in life. It is not all about happy times and jokes. I want to learn to make my own choices for the better, and be less immature.

There is the ending song in bleach where the last line goes :

Life is not easy, but i can go on living

I'll Wait Here For You

2011-11-29T01:01:00.000-08:00

Being pessimistic doesn't necessarily mean letting someone down or insulting someone. It could help when trying to improve yourself or something.I just thought that maybe it could help in some situations. It is perfectly understandable for someone serious to be a little pessimistic, but they would be mature enough when to be like that and when not to.

So about Arkham City, obviously , it has been weeks so Ashraf finished the game. I liked how they emphasize on how Batman brings justice , but does not kill. His parents got killed, and that's the thing that amazes me.The fact that he will never want to kill in his legacy of being the silent guardian, the dark knight of Gotham.

As you may have noticed, the Riddler had caught my attention out of all of the villains. He might just be the most classic but not crazy villain , batman has ever encountered. To me , he was different for once, rather than the psycho villains batman always deals with.Riddler had a terrible past and slowly he grew an obsession towards riddles . He kidnaps people has hostages and if batman wants to find them, he has to solve his riddles. So because of my interest in this villain, i read more about him and i even wrote a story based on him during the holidays.

Motionless in pain..

2011-11-28T21:08:00.000-08:00

It might take some time for me to upload a piano cover as i have to practise first. I will try my best and do what i can because i am not that much of a pianist. The list of songs are here, and i will only pick one out of them for the time being:

1. Nothing - The Script

2. Goodbye - Miley Cyrus

3. Pieces - R.O.N.

4. What's Left Of Me - Nick Lachey

5. I Still - Backstreet Boys

6. Me and My Jealousy - Lee DeWyze

7. So Far Away - Crossfade

8. Time of Dying - Three Days Grace

9. If Only - Grey DeLisle & James Arnold Taylor

These list of songs are not arranged in any manner or priority. I might even do acoustic versions of some of them if they will be chosen. It actually really depends.

So, Ashraf is currently playing this game called Skyrim and it seems pretty nice from what I've heard. Like Ashraf, I want to devote my time to doing what i love, most. Listening to music, playing it, and drawing.

Now I'm Blaming You For Everything

2011-11-28T05:03:00.000-08:00

I really want to continue writing my stories and draw a lot more during the holidays . And also , i am planning to upload a piano cover of a particular song . I have a list of songs already. I just can't decide which one to pick.

I have a passion for drawing anime characters. I really wanna learn how to draw on my own , not copying. But , even when i copy it takes some time to do so. I really wanna draw freely and simply and make my own manga strip one day .

I've been changing , but you never see me now..

2011-11-28T02:56:00.000-08:00

So, like i've been saying, i am obsessed with night time. Wait, i dont think i said that yet. Anyway, these days i have trouble talking or well, explaining things . I always stutter and stammer. I think i need to practise talking more. I am also getting more and more random.

Other than that, i have been watching and reading about video games and anime and movies as you know. So, i had this idea that popped out in my head . What

if, all the characters in that particular anime/movie/ video game switch genders ? I mean, make another anime/ movie / video game with exactly the same story and all, but this time, the characters are different, gender- wise. I know , it's just for the sake of seeing the characters but of a different gender/ person. But that's exactly my point. I mean, i wonder how it would be like if the main character , who was originally played by a guy, is now played by a girl ? They could have the same type of personality, but point of views or conversations may not be the same. And , you can also see how a story would go if it was through a girl/ guy's eyes instead of a guy/ girl. Look and feel what the characters feel through his/ her eyes. Compare the main characters of both genders/ people and see how it is. Look at it through a different point of view and understand it.

I think someone should use that idea and do it. It would be nice to see, in my opinion. To look at things from a different angle for once and ponder about it.

I will be ready

2011-11-27T22:27:00.000-08:00

I am very sure that a serious person is not flirtacious or tries too hard, a serious person would just do it, or go for it. It would be understandable if they are shy, but if that's what they are going for, they will do it.

I am also very sure that they would deeply treasure each moment that is precious to them. And, they would do anything to make the ones they love, happy. But they shouldn't show that they're desperate for attention. They should make sure that it's all about their partner. If a relationship goes down the drain after a big tragedy, that person should not make every phone call or grab every chance they get to fix it up again without thinking. They should think about how their partner would feel and give it a little time. Just wait for them to think and have time for themselves and see whether they can have them back in their life.

Time of Dying

2011-11-27T22:18:00.000-08:00

The seriousness in a person also depends on how they talk . If you have a conversation with a serious person, what they say , will have a big impact on you. It might even amaze you. It's how they arrange their words and express themselves. They're not necessarily dramatic. They're very fluent and eloquent when they speak. It's how it affects you.

It would be weird if a serious person is irresponsible and immature. That's the opposite ! A serious person can't just say that they're serious , they have to show it. It's not just all talk. Talk is cheap. Is that how they say it ?

It is ideal for a person to be serious about their life and to put superficiality last. They should not care about looks, appearances or public images, as that is not important. If this is what a serious person portrays, one who does not care about what other people think and so on, it would make them humble and very down- to-earth. A serious person would also care about others and put others first rather than theirselves. They would be serious about the world, and do something to make it better. They would do everything they can to do so , in fact. With that, one could be a hero.

i'm So Far Away...

2011-11-27T22:08:00.000-08:00

Actually , i want to be a serious person, all the time. But sometimes, i can't help it. I'm serious about what i do and what i admire. About things in life. It's good to make me laugh , but that's not what matters to me. It would be great if someone would put matters into their own hands and deal with something, that's serious, to them and to me. A straight- forward and serious but thoughtful person . But i don't want to be an awkward person as well. People do not like awkwardness. So it's hard to be serious, straight-forward and also carry a good conversation with no awkward moments. I don't know , maybe it isn't hard. Maybe it depends.

Well I'm Not Holding My Breath

2011-11-27T01:57:00.000-08:00

In life, it's great if you could make someone laugh or be happy all the time. But that is not what life is. There are ups and downs and it is good to be optimistic about things. But, lets say something terrible happened to you but slowly you're making things right again. Things are starting to get better and better but you continue being pessimistic. What i mean is, you look at the bad side. Yeah, right ? By doing that you will concentrate on the bad side and make that better and better. I don't know, maybe you can be like that at certain times. Otherwise, you would be miserable for the rest of your life.

To protect

2011-11-27T01:44:00.001-08:00

I realised that over the years, the character design for Bleach is Totally different now than before.Ichigo looks so mature and so does everyone else.I like it a lot !Not that i hate how they looked like before.I could stare at the characters all day.

Random PictureszZz

2011-11-26T08:50:00.000-08:00

Something to read about...

2011-11-25T07:21:00.000-08:00

So , during these holidays , I have been , you know, going online a lot .

So I have been reading and watching clips of anime, mainly Bleach.

Bleach is a successful on- going anime with 342 episodes aired already !

As they say in the commercials, when you type bleach in any search engine,

Mainly google, the top search results are mainly of the anime, bleach and not the laundry

Product.

I am really interested in it, but I have gotta say, there are some die-hard bleach fans out there,

And I can't say that I am a fan yet even though I am totally in love with the characters and story , because I don't know much about them yet !

I am also working n my drawings and I want to practice more on it during the holidays..

So, enjoy these holidays !!

Cloud Strife

2011-11-23T06:40:00.000-08:00

You can have what's left of me

2011-11-23T06:39:00.000-08:00

Nothing matters anymore

2011-11-19T22:01:00.001-08:00

It was gonna get ugly

2011-11-19T21:50:00.000-08:00

Hope it's not too late

2011-11-19T21:41:00.001-08:00

Riddle me this

2011-11-19T07:53:00.000-08:00

Yumichika

2011-11-19T07:37:00.000-08:00

Anime freak

2011-11-18T23:17:00.000-08:00

Uryu Ishida

2011-11-18T09:38:00.000-08:00

My obsessions

2011-11-18T09:14:00.000-08:00

Hello !

It has been a while since i put up a blog post .

So here is my first one , since , ever.

It is the holiday season and i am so glad !

I finally get to relax and have time for myself , so , here is my confession.

I have been addicted to , night time.

I am a late sleeper and a late riser.

At night, it is quiet, peaceful and everybody is asleep and there is nobody who would disturb me.

Not that anyone does , it is just that , i guess i never had any quality time on my own and i really treasure

The times i have for myself.

I just go on youtube and on blogs ,read about video games , and watch random anime clips like bleach.

I think i am becoming a video game freak, all thanks to ashraf !

The person who introduced me to the video gaming world is him.

Thanks ash !!

I enjoy watching him play , i play some too but, i would rather watch.

Has anyone ever heard of arkham city ??

Thanks for reading my , well, useless and weird blog.

- adila.

Hey Soul Sister - Adila!

2011-11-17T22:22:00.000-08:00

Hey Adila, we're communicating using our own blog xD.
I just wanted to tell u that u can post anything here, its been so long since any of us posted anything. haha, still can't get over the frisbee thing..
Maybe you can write your InFamous review! Anything at all~ :D

Tranquil dreams

2011-11-06T22:11:00.000-08:00

I don't know why i named my post that...

I wanted to blog about something before this, but it didn't happen ...

Eminem-Not Afraid Remake

2010-08-18T09:41:00.000-07:00

This song remake is specially dedicated to G-O-B.
No offense, but we're just having fun!

Song Title: Not Afraid
Re-makers: Dilly and Fairy

here we go, everybody!

Chorus:
They are afraid to take a stand
Everybody come hit our heads
You'll know what will happen, There will be a storm
It's a distraction, We'll take it home
Everybody's scared to take it from us
So, in the end they took it while the both of us were gone...

Bridge:
and we just can't keep living this way
So, starting today we'll take the Frisbee away...
We're standing up, We'll face the guys
We're standing up, We'll hold our ground
We've had enough, Now we're so fed up
Time to put our heads back together right now.

So, whatdya think?

I'd like to thank G-O-B for inspiring us, Dilly and myself to remake this song into a meaningful masterpiece. and again, no offense, G-O-B!

p/s: Don't think anyone would read this blog but its better to apologize first then to hurt one's feelings..

just a little info on my blog..

2008-12-15T17:34:00.000-08:00

everyone!

i copied this blog below to my windows live spaces blog..
:P,,,i originally wrote it HERE and then I made a copy and posted it THERE...
the URL is.. - http://adilax9haha.spaces.live.com

check it out too!

post a comment..

Adila.

ps...
the blog is below!
the one about sarahs bbq..

My night at Sarahs house

2008-12-15T15:55:00.000-08:00

Hey everybody!
This is Adila here...well right now im in melbourne australia..
but thats not why i posted this blog..
Well,actually abit of it IS gonna be in the blog..
but thats not the MAIN reason..:P
Well,as some of u know.. Sarah had her barbeque party at her mum's child daycare centre...
and the reason why is because we all miss each other and we wanna get together again..
I had a fun time at the party...well,firstly,I came at 7:40pm.. and then I saw everybody who came ..
The boys....and the girls who are Esther,Adeline,Nina,Steffi,Aliah,Sarah and maybe other girls who i forgot to type..:P...so sorry!! anywayzz..I droppped my bag on the kindergarten sized chair and took a bowl and started to take some food..:P..Aliah was having trouble sitting while eating..because the chair and tables were freakishly small..:P so after we ate some of the pasta and mash potatoes and abit of the nice sauce... :P....the barbeque fire was ready and we started to take some of the chickens,Sausages and marshmellows...THEY WERE DELICIOUS! but,the fire was VERY hot and strong so i kept a note-to-self.. DON'T leave your marshmellows burning on the barbeque! They will turn black within seconds and burn...we have to blow off the fire and have no choice but to eat it..
while barbequeing..:P....more people started to come and joined us at the barbeque..
Yaz came with her AWESOME camera and we shared a piece of chicken..:P
then we went inside and started playing with the computerss..:P..Spencer and then boys were scaring people off with scary videos while I just chatted with Alina and ALiah and Yaz were on myspace.com..
by the wayzz...i thought to myself that maybe i should make a myspace...:P.,Aliah and Yaz said that i should make one..so maybe i will... Anywayzz..after the computer...we ate abit more and me and aliah went home at around 10:30pm..It was a great night..
then the day after that.. we were off to MELBOURNE..:P,,,dont mean to boast..
Till i blog again!

Sincerely,
Adila Binti Abdul Halim.

Us as BFFEEEEEEE ...and today in school...

2008-11-11T02:08:00.001-08:00

Hey everyone!

Well,I wanna start with this:This is Adila typing by the way..
Me and Farah are totally best friends foreva!!
We met in standard 4 and are still best friends till standard 6..we almost have the same interests..Alot of similarities..
We also sometimes have the same bad or good situation in life..
Well,this year,we needed to concentrate so BADLY for UPSR...
And after UPSR ...we screamed that it was over..ever since then...we played and chatted in school, and did our pathetic PKSR 4 ...After that,we did absolutely NOTHING in school but check our exam papers..and talk and read our cool story teenage books..
Well,I played Uno and Snap with Ju Ling,Jo Lynn,Stephanie and Avryl while Farah was reading her "Scarlet" book...I didn't want to disturb her reading as I was bored..
And Farah was worried sick about Jamuan Perpisahan..what to wear especially!!
It is a dinner, and the dress code is KEMAS DAN KASUAL..
moreover,I have a speech to say!
I have to look nice,
We can't wear jeans and a t-shirt to a formal dinner!!
but I have no choice,..
I don't have a nice dress!!
So,me and Farah kinda paniced...
I KINDA but Farah freaked out..
Fatin and Aliah are wearing dresses..
So,we just had fun in school but we are also worried sick about our results..
:(

I am worried sick too!!

Well,I think thats all I am gonna say..this blog is just too long already!

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Adila. 11 November 2008..Tuesday